i’m almost there

my lectures as a 2nd year student have officially ended now.

i know i’m supposed to start studying for my finals but i’m just simply not in the right mood.

i know i know.

you really don’t have to be in the mood or anything.

you just have to do it.

like a some sort of resistance training.

and in the end it’ll be for the better so yeah.

at the moment. i am waiting for my application outcome.

got rejected once already. hopefully this one will have a sort of better outcome.

but nahh. i dunno.

they say that they got an overwhelming response.

and thus i dunno what to make up of “an overwhelming response”

i am guessing it is a really good or really bad thing.

but i’ll know the results by monday afternoon.

but yeah. that’ll be really depressing if it’s a “nein”

well. that’s it. i’ve tried. it’s all up to them.

i guess it’s not too bad being a bum for a good 3 months.

so sorry for my random talk..

i don’t feel like being dodgy and artsy at the moment.

i am just tired.