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i’ve got a question. can i stay for a while? [choi]
i feel like i’m at the middle nowhere. it’s not that i’ve actually got a destination in mind or like a huge goal that i’d like to attain. i’m just here. ravaged by people’s thoughts and day to day battles. somehow they kind of like got me into their own worlds. their own pains and joys.
but. i don’t have my own. i couldn’t drag people in my own paradiso. i simply do not have my own. i am just dragged and swept by the waves in my friends’ sea of thoughts .
i guess that where i get my life from. from them.
there is just so much colour whenever i’m a part (no matter how miniscule it may be) of their crazy scenarios in life.
it’s like i turn into a bright purple whenever they’re there. but with just myself i am just a lone grey. aloof. and all wondering where all my friends are.
it may seem that i wouldnt have my own. but i still reckon i do. it’s just that prolly i am just a collection of stories gathered from everyone. and that i am made into a unity. just like a piece-wise function.
i suppose i could be a catalyst as well. somehow.
but i don’t think it’s that gloomy.
it’s probably my purpose.
sounds a bit sad. since i’ve always thought i will be someone really significant [or was i just being an ignorant child]
but then hey. it’s not that bad.
oh here we go again. i’m in circles again.
till then.
