an arrogant mind and a soft heart.
Who shall prevail in my fragile state of reasoning?
It’s only Him who shall decide.
Happy birthday chiu!
I really love your house. hehe. 
It was so nice that you let me crash teh party. hehe.
till then!
I just did a personality test. Instead of studying, I’m just fooling around with some of these things that try to “analyse” how you think about things.
So here are my results.Some of them are straight to the bone, and I am like, “That is so just me!” But there are some that are just not so true. I guess.
Here is the analysis:
- You’ve got great self-confidence and you’re full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
- You don’t really care about other people’s feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn’t always about parties.
- You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people’s eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
- Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up–it’s okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
- Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
I am not in the mood today for anything serious. I just had so much stress today. I went to the university today and brought my laptop with me. Towards the end of my last lecture, I was so giddy on going home that I forgot that I am supposed to bring two bags with me. And as you can guess, I forgot the laptop. I just realised that I lost it by the time I was with my friend at the bus stop. And so I had to walk around the campus for two hours; trying to find my laptop. And on top of that, I almost lost my keys this morning. And because of that I missed the bus and had been late for my first lecture.
Today was quite nasty. I should say.
But then. It was really good that He was just there, helping me to think a wee bit calmly and pointing out where my laptop was. But yeah, lesson learned. I am so not bringing my laptop to the university anymore. I am not bringing valuable stuff with me whenever I won’t need them.
*phew*
till then.
woot. haha
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The art of losing myself in bringing You praise
This might be the second most stressful weekend I’ve had here in Brisbane. Friday was one scary thing. Then came studying on a Saturday and worrying on Sunday.
Friday. I’ve got the best timetable a student can ever had. Friday, instead of going home early and taking the rest, turned to be the other way around. I’ve got university work from morning till 6 in the evening. And to make matters worse, the last course I’ve got is really something. I don’t understand one theory, law, or formula it says. I just can’t apply one single law to solve every single thing in the tutorial sheet. It’s really crazy. I tell you that. And because of that course, I’m having second thoughts on taking a dual major. I’d rather drop the other major rather than sticking through it for four years. If I am no good at it, then I’ll just leave it.
When I was done for that class, I and my friend walked to the bus stop and I saw my tutor waiting at the same station! Really strange. It was the first time I saw him taking that bus. I am always taking 414 but never saw a glimpse of him before. But he already soften up a bit, he answered some of my questions about taking this hard major.
I was really tired that I wasn’t able to catch my parents online. I just slumped onto my bed and had a goodnight’s sleep.
Saturday. Chores and Academic Day. I woke up early just to clean up the bathroom and do some grocery. I washed my clothes as well. I studied for mathematics and did some revision. Not as productive as I thought it would be.
Sunday. I woke up quite early today and so I’ve got lots of time in my hands. I took a bath and had some toast for breakfast. I was thinking of having lunch at home but I still ended up eating at Hungry Jacks for lunch. I went to church at Mitchelton. The sermon today is really good. Perseverance. I think it really applied to me. It seems that at the first sign of pain I just give up so the topic today was really something for me. I had a good talk with some of my friends there. But yeah, I have to go home again. And settle things for tomorrow.
I am feeling quite good right now. I don’t know why but it must be something from the topic from the church today. It was really good and it totally applied to me.
PS. The preacher today is a doctor. During his preaching he said the term “Keep on Keeping On.” I remembered my advisor during highschool saying the same words to us.
PSS. I’ve always liked the quoted line above. But it’s the first time I am posting it as part of my journal since I keep on forgetting it.
till then.
I’m currently here inside the library. Writing nonsense since I am totally bored. I have to wait for my thermodynamics tutorials. gaah.
The tutor there won’t even smile one bit.
And I have to sit in that class until 6 in the evening.
such life.
till then.
I am freakingly annoyed and irritated today.
I did a terrible mistake as well.
I lashed out at my dad.
I’m sorry.
till then.
I am stressed.
I think I really am.
Must take things really slowly.
chill.
till then.
I had a not so dandy day today.
I am totally irritated the whole time at school today.
But yeah, I went to the ekka.
I did some volunteer work.
Let me just say that it is totally stressful to travel from house to ekka to house rather than the work itself.
“Would you like to plant some sunflower seeds? Sure, you can take them with you.”
till then.
